Who Am I?

Do you ever wake up in the morning and think who am I? This morning I woke up after an incredible 7 hour sleep, my children in bed with me and my hubby (they come in during the night)! The sun was shining through the large sash windows, we are surrounded by trees where we are but this morning I noticed that the birds were not chirping when in fact the crows were squawking when my little boy turned to me and said what is your favourite colour?

I said turquoise and this has always been my favourite colour, but I wasn't just answering that question, my mind went off into a different world! That colour is my colour! It reminds me of feeling free! Turquoise reminds me of the sea, where your imagination can run wild, where posibilities are endless! It stopped me in my tracks and took me back to the pre pregnant girl who used to dream. What happened to her? Where did she go?